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18.09.2005 - 16:46

Did that really just happen?

Did that really just happen?

Did that really...just...happen?

Answer me...

I'm shaking so bad. I want to cry, I think. I want to scream, I'm sure.

DID THAT REALLY JUST HAPPEN?

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In related news:

I just had a dream that I was in a fight with Mario Lopez. He was about seven and a half feet tall and totally jacked like Jose Canseco. I was using a meat cleaver that I used in the meat department, but it wasn't piercing him.

Also in the dream, I was with my family on a very low to the water boat in this canal. And there was a little girl that was walking along the side of the canal and off and onto the boat; in my dream, she was my sister. She slipped off the side of the canal while trying to walk back onto the bow of the boat and fell into the water. I tried to pull her out, but by the time I got her out, she wasn't thrashing or making a sound.

After I woke up, I realized that the baby wasn't white, it was brown. And that it wasn't my sister, it was my daughter, now left only to be a twinkle in the the past.

This was my fear all day. And now, I just got a phone call decreeing it so; on speaker phone in front of her parents, no less.

I think the woman of my dreams is gone.

Did that really just happen?

Answer me...

 

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